men here are so deceiving, I look at them and i’m like oh he looks straight and hes god looking, then I hear him talk and its just all over from there… single for the rest of mylife
I need a spot to nap on campus, I tried the lawn and I got attacked by ants! I napped in my car and yeah people kept knocking on my window to make sure I was alive, seriously though I am so tired! And there is no good coffee around here Naz might as well be jail, no naps and no coffee
I literally lost like 5 pounds in like 7 days on advocare and after day 10 aka the last day of the cleanse I decided I was gonna reward myself by having a meatball cookie at work, but then my inner fat kid just took over and suddenly I had 3, that and the combination of me not working out for like 3 days in a row cause work and the gym hours were not coinciding and god damn it is it ever gonna stop raining! Tomorrow I am going back on my healthy diet aka no more cookies and I will fucking run in the rain if that’s what it takes cause I am so mad that I did this to myself! Fuck you delicious sugar filled Italian meatball cookies. I paid way too much money for this nutritional supplements to fuck up now.
I am literally so sore I did like an hour of cardio and an hour of cross training so hopefully that will burn off my inner fat kid’s meatball cookie binge. It’s time to go hard or go home. I am glad I got this shit off my chest. I figured nobody I give a fuck about reads this blog anyways it’s pretty much just hipster douche bags and creepy old men. Adios.
Literally I have been on the biggest health kick and I am so damn excited I cant wait to be energized!
Lately i have been thinking about the past and how much things have changed, yet at the same time things are the same. I like to make it seem like I am a strong independent person, but the truth is I would really like it if someone was around to be by my side. So I started to think about my past relationships. I was so passionate about Danny and Kyle G, but Kyle Y and Tim were so nice but for some reason it never worked out. I just came to the conclusion of that I NEVER choose the nice guy I don’t know if its because i’m scared or afraid of my life changing drastically. But I need to change something, I think that’s what this whole health kick is about, it’s about making a positive change in my life. Maybe I just hate myself because I see my ex’s moving on with there lives meanwhile I am stuck just alone.